Back on Prednisone for bronchitis that won’t clear. My mood has tanked. I feel plagued by feelings of hopelessness and despair and failure. I almost quit my job today because I have felt so inadequate to do it. I have struggled to even get to work yesterday and today. This is as close to giving up as I have felt in a while with no reprieve. I don’t want to go home tonight. I just want to hide and run and leave everything behind. I don’t want to talk about failing because people around me don’t seem to get it. Trying to hold on and stay safe when it is the very last thing I want to do.
Struggling hard
Memoirs of a Mental illness
Bipolar, Bipolar Disorder, Depression, dissociation, Eating Disorder, Manic Depressive, Mental Health, mental Illness, Psychology, PTSD, Social Work, Uncategorized
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My name is Wendy L. I'm a 50 year old social worker from West Michigan who is on the path to recovery after being diagnosed with Bipolar 1 Disorder and PTSD and in recovery for an eating disorder. View all posts by Memoirs of a Mental illness
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