During the course of this day, key parts of my life shattered. Trusted supports left and are gone. I feel like I am surrounded by broken glass in the aftermath. Talking about things is too painful especially with certain people. As I faced one personal loss or issue after another, I found myself turning further and further within. My walls are up and I want to run away emotionally in one way or another. It took everything I had to not break a promise tonight. But I am expected to always be okay so okay I’ll be. But I feel like my world is not the same anymore and I’m not sure if I can regain trust to believe it can be repaired. I hate myself for trusting others and being vulnerable.