So anxious about my meeting tomorrow night that I can’t sleep. I am a bundle of nerves as we approach several mutual friends with the news that we have started dating and one friend in particular who will not handle the news well. I am not a selfish person and rarely put my needs and wants before others. I have been struggling with telling this friend since we started seeing each other and wanted to do it in the safest and most protective manner possible so as not to hurt this person. I have come to the conclusion that it is impossible to do. However, the fallout amongst our other friends could be pretty intense if things go badly tomorrow night. But I believe in being honest and forthright and not hiding my feelings.
Calgon take me away