The last few weeks have been a challenge to accept that I am enough. That I am lovable as I am and seeing myself as my partner sees me. I have done this better than I have ever done it in the past. I have been eating fairly healthy meals and restricting. It has taken a lot of talking to accomplish this especially with my therapist on vacation.
Tomorrow is a challenging day for me though. I am not sure how I feel about how it will go. Anxiety is setting in and I am trying not to let it get the best of me. I have been trying hard not to run away from my feelings. Tomorrow evening may make that difficult not to do. It is another chapter in the vulnerability storyline that’s taking place lately. Hopefully it will go better than I expect it to.
Sometimes vulnerable with others versus stoic feels scary. Allowing them to know you as you truly are though is a gift.