I haven’t shared much on my blog since returning from my mini vacation.
I have been reading a lot about authenticity and vulnerability in Brene’Brown’s book Daring Greatly. I have been pensive and working through my feelings on a lot of things.
Taking inventory and looking at yourself and who you are is a humble process. Finding safe people to talk through some of the more confusing aspects of the aspects of becoming a more authentic person even harder. My therapist is on vacation for the next two weeks and that means wading through the waters some times alone.
I have been wrestling with some big issues and life choices. I am happy with the choices that I am in the process of making. I am still reserved but slowly sharing more and more of myself with people around me.
Maybe I am finally learning to challenge my faulty thinking about being unlovable. The idea of that still scares me to death.