I need to move and get going. My motivation level is lacking. I have to do it anyway. I hate it when I feel like this. It just feels gross and then I beat up on myself. How do people cope with these kind of days? It makes me wish for hypomania which I know is not good for me as I feel like I am crashing now from it already. Sometimes I want to be more level and I wonder if I will ever get there.
