Wide awake. Have been trying to fall asleep but I can’t seem to stop the racing thoughts.
I keep replaying some things over and over again in my head. I feel some things that I can’t seem to find words for.
Poor Al doesn’t quite know what to do with my mood right now. He finally gave up and went to lay down on the duffle bag that I had packed three weeks ago for the hospital. (He has a laundry fetish.)
So I am doing what I do when I can’t seem to identify my feelings… I turn to music and art.
The only problem is, I have to be up for my infusion in the morning and need to run to the pharmacy before the nurse arrives. I, also don’t want to be in a bad space while the nurse is here. It will make for a long day if I am. The nurse will be here for approximately five hours. After that I crash from the meds given during my infusion. Sometimes I can’t even stày awake during the infusion because of the meds they give me for side effects. I don’t like to do that with tomorrow’s! nurse though. She tends to be a nervous Nancy.
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P,S.first post on the smart phone.😀😀